in terms of PSC.
in terms of people who like to care about other peoples’ business when it’s better to stay the eff out of it.
in terms of people who really should realize that they need to watch their actions and take care of themselves.
in terms of me, who always forgets that the above happens all the time. things are always more innocent in my mind, but I need to grow up and know that, for the most part, there is a second side to the one that I see… I hate these realizations because it makes me dislike people. it makes me cynical and skeptical of others and what they say to me, when I just wish it was simple…
Ever since finding out that I have the 3rd most billable hours in the whole firm, this year to date, I’ve been feeling really pressured. It’s a good rank, means that I work really hard, and I’m getting paid for all those hours, but lately it also makes me feel like I need to crank out some more results. I know that it’s not like I can just rush everything, cuz I definitely make mistakes when I do that, but I want to do better. I have been working on harder projects, so I’m also getting frustrated on top of the pressure.
There’s that mental stress 12 hrs a day, and I’m physically really tired… I need a break. I get to work out of the office tomorrow tho, I’m pretty stoked about that. Minus the fact that it’s still going to be a 10 hr day.. and Saturday is still a work day T_____T….
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